Let me preface this by saying I am totally responsible for the results in my life and accept my bomb as a failure in preparation and taking things for granted.
Friday - 3:45 a.m. Left hotel for LaGuardia, expecting to be at the meet hotel in Detroit by 11:00 a.m. A military truck rolled on one of the bridges, dumping firearms. The ARMY flew in helicopters and drove in trucks to address the situation. Both my "known" routes to the airport were closed. I spent 2 hours going 1.5 miles to turn around at the next exit from where I entered the highway by the hotel. I went back to the hotel and called the airline. I had missed my flight and would miss the next one. Had a quick breakfast and left again. It took me 3 hours to get to the airport. They cancelled my flight but I did manage a seat on the next one because of my status with the airline. We sat on the tarmac in line waiting to take off so long that we ran out of gas and had to return to the gate. Refueled and then the airport was shutdown due to thunderstorms. Finally made it to Detroit after sitting on a plane for over 4 hours. The drive to Flint took me over 2 hours because of rush hour when it should have taken 1. All in all I spent 14.5 hours traveling to the meet on Friday.
SQ - 755x rack too low so I was leaning way forward. Felt completely off balance. Missed on depth...by less than an inch.
760 - Raised rack, hit it.
816x - Started to sit straight down and couldn't recover. Came up but couldn't get through the sticking point.
BP - 540 Easy
562x - No flare. Couldn't lock out.
562x - Too sluggish to really flare under it. Couldn't lock it out.
DL - 606x What the hell?
606x - I know something was terribly wrong because I was in position and it just didn't go. past my knees. Hips were non active.
606x - Switched to conventional but I couldn't even get it started. Ridiculous.
I should have realized during my deadlift warm-ups that something was totally off. Usually I am able to get tight enough that all my lifts up to 405 come of the ground before I even start pulling. This didn't happen with 135.
I had about a 5 minute breakdown where I went out back and shed a few tears. Reflected on how embarrassed I was to let my team down. My wife came out and supported me and I told her I wasn't going to be somebody ruled by a setback. I would rather be happy and embrace the human experience for what it is. I shifted and thanked all my teammates for their support and confirmed to them that I had given all I had. In that moment, I was extremely grateful for what I had created and for the brotherhood and support that embraced me, regardless of my tangible results.
I posted a list of mistakes I made and here it is again.
1) Rack height too low on opener. I had the bar too far down on my back an couldn't break parallel with this setup. I verbally changed it on my second after I set up the first time and made it no problem. It also alleviated the balance problems on my opener.
2) My second was supposed to be 793 and instead of taking that of taking that on a third, I went 816 for a PR. After I committed, I started questioning and could tell by the reactions from my helpers I may have made too big a jump. I tried to change it but it was after the 1 min limit.
3) I pushed my knees out and sat started straight down on my third squat. Tried to get back in position by pushing back but there is now way I'm going to just put 816 in the right grove once I started off incorrectly. Serious mental error.
4) I had my shirt altered a week out from the meet without lifting in it. I thought the sleeves would be too tight to touch with a chest jack so I rode the shirt high and just jacked the tris. Didn't have enought pop to hit 562 on my 2nd and 3rd so that I could get under it. Felt like I was doing a lying front raise. Big Clay was pimping it and I told him I didn't want any in the chest. Dumbass. Who am I to question Clay?
5) Cramped during my benches. Didn't take in enough electrolytes during the squat.
6) Didn't do any muscle activation before my deadlifts. It's apparent now my hips had shut down but I could have activated them or lowered my opener. Pure laziness and I lost 2 WR in the process! Had I pulled another 16 lbs over my opener I would have had the total WR too.
7) Traveled the day before I lifted. I NEVER do this and I will NEVER do this again.